awk is my life

IM going to Ohio today for a theatre on ice competition and i guess it will be fun, but ohio? realli? couldnt they like have the competition at like florida where like i know that there is sumthin there…owell ill jst burn to death…jk i actually excited

after…

im gunna go to USC for like a leadership camp…cause that seems to be the new trend lol…i hope i dun get raped…jk…i think it will be a good expierece even tho were not suppose to bring like nada…not even cells,ipods..i can jst sing :) like always…so this is bai bai for now :)

what i hate about crying?

• the feeling that you cant stop
• the hicups u have in between
• the feeling of saltiness on you face
• the feeling of sadness
• the feeling that u dunt have anyone
• the feeling in ur eyes that keep flowing like a river
• the after feel where ur eyes hurt like a mother
• how everyone crowds around u

what i like about crying?

• it sort of gets everything out
• u mite feel much better after
• u feel alone for alittle bit
• i can curl up in a ball and feel sorry for my self

Well, i have been crying more 2nd semester and even now..and i kinda want it to stop cause even if u wash ur face its still there…like the memory of how a thousand tears rolled down ur cheeks….its jst not that great.

In another sense, crying is good for babaies cause thats the first thing they do wen they come out..lol…well…i heard my sister cry yesterday over the fone..and it kinda made me cry cause im not realli there, but i want to let her kno i will try to be there for her…like i wanna braid her hair, dress her,do all this girly things haha :) well i jst wanna kno i will try to be a better big sister haha :) 

I CHANGED MY BLOG NAME….

haha but the url is still the same :0

lol i kinda think the title like expresses me more…ino everyone says, “its only awk if u make it..” well thats like impossible for me like not to make it awk…but thats a thing that makes me special..even tho its awk its very like awesome too…after the awkness passes u will realize im not awk i jst like saying awk…or observing it haha…well i think i sad like awk 20 times…cool

well i like being myself i will try not to change too much from the social butterfly u kno me for :)

well, im sort of a social butterfly with everything…boys…social life…or jst everything in general…haha well the wise man advised me :)

well this is wadda im gunna do…since i messed up both freshman and sophomore yrs…soo sad i only have 2 more yrs to fix this stupid mess. So…im gunna be more focused and not be so distracted from school work. Also, im gunna not fly my butterfly wings and keep everything calm…thats prbs hard cause im a girl and there is always drama rite? ahah…also like no more boyfriends haha…soo sad but i will refrain buts hard

freddie has brought up good points of my strategies with guys haha…i jump too fast before they have time to show them their stuffs…soo watch out guys im not gunna be soo easy anymore haha…lol…woah soo sad wise brother is leaving…where will i get my advice?Well only one way to solve that problem…i need to go to SD haha i kinda doo or like usc..i kinda jst want to go to school down south :)

shoot fred is soo smart…well

by by to my butterfly wings…they will only fly at certain times…:(

soo….

I CANT BELIEVE  it! 

ive been waiting for like forever for it to arrive…but like everyone is like wowo goo study for ur SATS»>and im like hell no i dunt want to…haha but im gunna have to some time or else…i duno…die?

but like i realli want to hang out with friends and stuff this summer cause i acutally have some, yes i am a former loner…lol anyways, my summer is booked until like i get back into school wich SUCKS BUTT! but i guess its worth it wen mi grades r better next yr :) i think im gunna barely make this yr(sophmore yr) hopefully the finals didnt pull anything down too far..or else ill cry a river

i realli want to start dance again since my skating is sort of retired? haha but like dance is realli fun and it will help em lose weight…im def gunna have to lose 10 pounds :) But i wanna do like artistic iceskating programs i never got to do them and im good at prettyness :)(and spelling)

well i never realized how much i loved summer skating, like the weather is awesome forr skating cause its hot and like u get to go at like 9/10/11…. and like well since im retired i dunt have to stress about competitions haha but the others…good luck

well summer GIVE ME WATCHA GOT!

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my little sister was born today even tho she was a little bit early i saw pics and my mom says she looks exactly like me! awww im soo excited to see her wen i go to LA! awww i finally a sister haha i always wanted a little sister so i could dress her up and what not. LOL but i got Derek hes awesome too haha i glad i get to expierence both genders….awk.. well

WELCOME TO THE WORLD KAYLIN HSU!

varshiee:

shayshay143:

its times like these when im trying to cram for finals that i wish i was more like varshy. i wish i had actually paid attention in class and studied for all those tests. that way i wouldnt have to cram and try to learn all this information; i would only have to review. if only i could do it over again, i would be like ramesh. nothing rhymes with ramesh! hahah <3 you varshyyy

shayshay you have no idea how happy that made me feel :) 

it’s like facebook love on steroids! 

love you girliee :) and let me know if you need any help with anything

lol shayda stop lying…haha everyone wants to be like varsha wen they grow up…shoot i did pay attention but i still am screwed

i wish i had varsha’s brain

lol..sooo

vic.bb.fred are the “trio” and always do everything together during choir and everything..

so becca had a dream that we were the new trio wen they left…

lol that kinda of makes sense…in a way

me.becca.sophia.? maybe

we do hang out wen we r in choir and like were togther sometimes…and like wen i have parties or hang out session they are there…maybe we can be the new trio,but only if we get permission from the graduating trio…haha :)

props to becca :)