awk is my life

kels made me write this :p

not realli

lol

i spend like every second of mi day with her…lol ew

offtomyownworld:

iono why.. but i’ve just been so frustrated with myself lately..i cant talk to people normally and iono..i just feel so lost right now…

i feel reli bad rit now b/c i just yelled at like..10 of my friends and i ranted about things to one of my friend.. im reli sry ron.. and now i’m just…feeling all messed up rit now…

im playing my obese ukulele lulu rit now.. and shes not helping :(

please…i want to be happy again 

dunt wrry u will…i will make sure…u need time and only u can fix it

but dunt wander too far from us we mis u :P

i got asked to prom today :)

feelingimperial:

your back hurts and you can’t go skating?

Yeah, me too.

i hate it wen mi mom doesnt let me go skating….haha

well…last week was horrible..it got worser every single day…it was the worst week of mi life and i hope i dunt get anymore of those…cause mi eyes hurt from cryin no more contacts for a wile…

but mi mom gave me all thses punishments and took away mi phone…i was realli mad and frustrated, but i guess its for mi own good…i hope it will help wen mi grades improve..but i hate this stage rite now..but i guess this is wat is takes to get mi grades up…i realli want to go to prom tho and i should work for that….i hope it could be possibel…and i appreciate all the help out there

stay toon for next time….

im sort of done being mad….

soooo….

me and kels were realli bored and we decided to call these boys who are besties…

we called them on opposite phones, so i called jordan and kels called Klee and like we tried to trick them…BUT…it didnt work so we jst talked to them for like and hour….we tried to talkin to them in the same room, but we kept getting confused…so i hid in the bathroom and like there were echoes…i was hiding in the bath tub…so kels coudnt find me, but that didnt work haha and she found me anyways…LOL

And we like would overhear each other talking…good times

and like b4 i suggested them to come over…LOL and they came over like an hour later…LOL wow good time

it was a good time hiiiiiii world its jordan

u cant realli tell who ur bestfriend on the first day in kindergarten…thats impossible u still have ALL UR LIFE to figure it out…so take ur time…ino thats not gunna be easy. Ur gunnna stumble onto some ppl who r jst bitches or ur gunna meet realli nice ones who u jst ask why? Why me? why did u pick me? WELL…u probably didnt know that ur bestfriend was gunna be ur bestfriend in the first place it like accidently happened…

well i never realli had a bestfriend…i jst had lots of friends that i talked too…even wen i was little i neever had one, i always wanted one…well this yr i got 4 amazing friends they are awesome…

they are all different…i managed to 4 different types of friends who all are amazing, funny, and JST i duno…

one of them i new since 6th grade…and i tried realli hard to fit in to her group, but it was hard and gradually decided not to join her group, but i still kept strings tied with her…that was a good idea…me and her are soo much alike its quite funny were both awesomely retarded…lol

another i knew since 8th grade, shes awesome at first like i thought we were jst like okay friends i didnt like her that much, but shes actaully chill. she is very carefree and like has opinions about everything :)

another is like mi sister….i met her in like 6th grade, but didnt realli start talking to her until like end of last…DUDE shes crazy…haha but i love her to death…she’s also retarded like me…

the last is the one i think known the longest out of the 4, i met her at skating…its soo cool cause we do the same sport and we live like 5 seconds away from each other…lol…but i got to know her realli well this summer

all this ppl i love to death and know backwards and forwards…and i realli appreeciated their help and awesomeness :)

<3 u all

i thought i needed to put this out there :P

friend

this is wat says in the dictionary, but i would like to add more to it….

have u realli thought about wat ur friends do for u? dude they r so damn helpful…they realli care for u and make sure that u ok…well those r the realli good ones…well if u think about it the people u meet everyday could be your friend. The ppl who ARE ur friends are the ones who gave a whoop about u…they decided hey this person is actually worth spending time on…it is basically luck to met the rite friend…it takes forever to meet the rite friend who u can trust wit everything…maybe its not a friend maybe its a bestfriend